A Lost Memory, A Lost blog

All good intentions went out the door the moment I signed off. I had the best of intentions of writing religiously and documenting my life... but here I am, 1.5 months later, still trying to remember how to sign into my blog. Alas, I gave up and have started over again, I even copy n' pasted the original post. Thus it will not be lost completely. The story of my blogging life... I am always starting over. Anyway, here is to a new beginning...hopefully one that will last.

So, the previous 'lost' blog was named 'Inspirations of a Bleak Mind'... The new one should have an equally long title. Anyway, so where did this title come from? Well if you know me at all, you know that my mind is always thinking. Sometimes too much for my own good.

I realized the other day that each person seeks to find someone that understands them. But with each passing day, be it eventful or ordinary, an experience is added to the shell of our personality. Ultimately our hearts remain the same, its these little experiences that build our reactions to situations. I can't go back and explain my 20 odd years to someone. So, there will always be pieces of me they don't know... and may not understand. Perfect example, my year in France was amazing. But I can't explain the depth of that experience to anyone, only those who shared it with me understand it.

Each day I become a little more complicated... making it a little harder for someone to 'understand' me. Hopefully this wait ends soon, before I am too complicated. I guess meeting people young is always a good idea. Then they grow with you!