At Long Last

Home! I never thought I would be excited to come home after the whole peeping tom thing, but let me tell you... where ever my bed is I will always be excited to go there. I just finished working 31 hours straight. And oh, by the way I am a Meets player. Due to the snow storm our whole strategy changed and I was in disaster recovery mode. Since no other supervisors were there (they all had vacation, good planning on their parts) I ended up covering all the shifts. I need sleep, but as usual I have my second wind (at this point it may be my 4th or 5th wind).

But instead of going to sleep like a good girl, I stayed up and spent time with Aaron. I hadn't really seen him in a while. We chatted a lot. He kept asking why I wasn't dating, not because he wants to date me (we already went down that road) but because he doesn't think it is good for me to be alone. Especially since he says I always look sad these days. Which is directly related to the whole dissatisfaction with work, social life, and home. I just didn't realize that the whole world could see it. On a good note... the spark seems to be coming back.

Well, due to the storm I missed my Thurs. dinner. So all that anxiety for nothing, right? Wrong. She rescheduled for tonight. I still haven't slept (36 hours and counting) and want to cancel. But when I called she was insistent... so off I go. I only hope it all works out fine. A positive of fatigue is that I don't have the energy or mental power to actually worry about the whole thing.